you go: OH MY GOD WHY?! D:


Recently I was watched and of course I had no idea lol. (I seriously never look at this thing nor do I really ever post to it) It made me decide to go and clear this thing out. Mind you, all the stuff I used to do (in like what seems forever ago) has already been seen. Those wonderful days of experimenting with Adobe PS7. (my personal favorite) It was a lot of fun and randomness but now to look at it its just embarrassing to be honest, but then again I guess everyone has to start somewhere.

I kind of feel like I've evolved so much more.  Even then I see the stuff I shell out now, and think "Man if I only allowed myself time to really put love and 110% effort into that piece, it would be more amazing."  I'm trying though. I really am trying to jump on that big ol' train that is art again. I hadn't really felt up to it in a while but now I'm starting to really miss all the time I used to spend painting and drawing. So many unfinished projects are plastered to boards and in my many unfilled sketchbooks. Right now even I started a new ATC and dove right into my comfort zone of subjects. lol

The swap is called "Music Saved My Life". You make two cards for your one random partner. I chose Type O Negative as one and now I'm having a hard time choosing another. My usual suspects along with Type O are Alice in Chains or Dimebag Darrell from Pantera.

Those three bands have had the biggest influences on me

Seriously. So embarrassed.